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A-64

This was almost the worst day of my life! Mary’s death was the worst! 

We were in Storm Central, a room like the Room of Images back home. I saw a little girl die. I couldn’t do anything about it — I just had to stand there and watch. I ran to her, but I couldn’t do anything. 

I don’t remember much after that until Seth was too far away. He ran when everything happened. I don’t think he was prepared for how I would react on top of his own fear. 

He got captured by pirates. I mean real pirates! Can you believe that. Uncle T and I rescued him and Dr. Cooper got us away. 

I will write more about it later. I am exhausted right now.

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A-62

I wasn’t prepared for what I saw. I was told that we were safe. I have seen storms before. But, this one! I never knew weather could be so violent. I was as scared as when I saw my first Nephilim!
Seth was scared too. Between the two of us and our merged thoughts things went bad fast. Mara took us back to our room. Without even being aware of it, we both just climbed into the same bed. We didn’t even change out of our day clothes. It is stupid, but I didn’t want to be alone, I needed Seth right there.
It was a long night. We shared nightmares of storms.

A – 61

A storm is coming. My uncle’s friend, Dr. Cooper, has built this incredible weather research station. A lot of the technology is based on stuff from the Other world. I didn’t know anyone even knew about all of the Other world stuff.

When we got there Uncle T landed the plane on a pad that rose out of the water. They have a secret hanger under the lagoon. There was someone from the past there. His name is Gerem. What a shock! I didn’t know that anyone from the past lived anywhere but in the cone. They have recreated the old world environment in a large arboretum.

Seth still isn’t talking to me.

We are going to the control center in a little while. I can hardly wait for his reaction.

A-60

What a day. I don’t even want to talk about it!

A-58

I talked with Uncle T today about showing Seth something from our world that he wouldn’t have in his. Maybe if Seth realizes that we have wonders he hasn’t experienced, it will help him to cheer up a little.

Uncle T said that he had a friend that runs a weather research station in the Atlantic. They record hurricanes and help figure out why they happen. He called him and now it looks like we are going to go to an island and see a real hurricane.

A-56

It has been strange around Seth. Okay, strange with Seth in my head. He has sunk into a funk, even worse than before. I don’s know what to do. The thoughts coming from him are gray.

I went down to visit Oran today. He was an artist in his world. I guess he worked in one of the cities that was taken over by the Nephilim. He barely escaped with his life. I guess he was one of the leaders in the resistance against them.

While I was there he drew a picture of me. It is good, but strange to see myself with such white hair. I thought I would keep it here in my journal. When mom and dad come back they may want to see it.

Drawing by Oran

A-55

Okay, life just got really strange. I was going with my uncle to town to get some supplies. We entered the crystal cavern and I got sick. No, I mean I really got sick. I felt like someone was trying to pull my brain out of my head. Then I felt like I was going to get sick.

Uncle T turned around and went back. We found out the same thing happened to Seth. Lume did an experiment and found out that something has happened to us. We, Seth and I, are now connected mentally. MENTALLY!! We are stuck having to stay by each other. We can’t be separate.

What’s worse is that our thoughts are really becoming mixed up. It is like I can’t shut him out. Both my thoughts and his are there. The same in his mind. And, it is getting worse. I have reacted to something only to figure out that it is not my thought, but Seth’s.

I can never go home. Seth and I are stuck together forever.

A-50

Things are getting weird. I am seeing more of Seth’s thoughts, and I know he is seeing more of mine. I mean it is really getting weird. I am even seeing some of his daydreams, I mean even some I know he wouldn’t want me to see.

Let me see if I can explain.  Earlier this summer I was given a drink by Mara that made a part of my mind open to hear thoughts, if they were directed at me. With practice I was able to send my thoughts to Seth. At first I couldn’t control it, but with practice it became easy.

Then, after the trip to Seth’s world, I was more “tuned” to Seth than any of the others. I was able to send and receive easier. But now! Now it is like the control is slipping. Too many of his thoughts are coming in. I know from looks he has given me as well as thoughts that too many of mine are being picked up by him.

We had an argument yesterday. Okay, I know that friends argue. This time though we were shocked to realize that the argument was all by thought. I mean, it was like we both suddenly realized it was all thought. It shocked both of us. I think Seth was more shook up. He told me that he had never done that before.

Something is going on. I am going to have to ask Mara about it.

A-40

Sorry I haven’t written very much lately. There really hasn’t been much to write about. Seth seems to have sunk into a depression. I know he misses his home and is frustrated that he is stuck in our time.

His dreams are of his world. Sometimes he is trying to stay in his world and he gets sucked into ours. He wakes up in a sweat. I know because I wake up then too. I don’t know if he knows I am awake or not.

I feel like I am seeing more of his thoughts than I used to. Some of them I don’t think he would want me to see. I know some of my daydreams have escaped into his mind too. I get embarrassed. He hasn’t said anything, and I haven’t either.

I am going to talk to Mara about it. Maybe it is normal for their kind.

A-30

I am finally almost back to normal. Mara had made my skin and hair more transparent, like theirs is, for my trip back to the past. It has taken over a month to wear off. It has been a slow process.
Seth and I have been going down to the cove to swim almost every day. We have gone out into the main lake a couple of times. The large creature that lives in the lake has come after us twice. We have to wait a day or so before we go back out there.
I went up to the edge of the cone today and just sat and looked out over the mountains. It is an amazing view. So much has happened this summer. Most of what I though true about the world has changed.